What is an instant????? If something is instantaneous, what is it, how long does it take, a second, half a second???? I was just wondering. Also, what is the plural of the word "sneeze"? Nanowrimo is coming up next month and these are all things that are going to be encompassed into my "written word", I don't want to call it a novel, because it may not be a novel, I have no idea what it will be.

So, I have some goals, some short-term goals and some long-term goals. Right now, I want to finish my planning, a stupid course that that is required by by our school. If I finish it by the end of the month I get a new I Pod, I really want a new I Pod, mine is quite old, as I have had it for a long time, Duhhhhhhhhhhh. I also want to learn to play the guitar, I have a guitar, but I don't know how to play it. I am getting it restrung, and I am going to learn how to play it. By the end of the dance season, or maybe by Christmas I will have all off my splits down, falt, and by the end of the year I will be able to roll through the straddle. I want to be able to do a free hand-stand, I can to one against a wall, and can support myself, but I want to have the balance to do a free-standing hand-stand. I want to be able to make good gozleme, right now, the gozleme I make is crap, and I mean crap. I want to be able to do it right.

I will be amazed if there is anybody still reading at this point. This has been an entirely random post, I am extremely bored, and I am thankful if you care enough to still be reading.

Love Laura

So, what happened to my pillow?

Summer vacation started five days ago, and in those five days, hardly anything has happened. I have worked a total of 11 hours, been hit in the face with a moleskin journal, I have done numerous sit-ups and I have unlocked over 600 locks. I feel that I need to make myself some summer goals, but I have no idea what I want to accomplish this summer. I know what I am looking forward to, summer games, seeing my aunt, traveling all over eastern Europe and watching all of the Sound of Music in one sitting, something that I haven't done since I was probably 8, when I couldn't do anything after my fall. I know that I want to get organised, I need some sort of idea what I want to do, but just over the summer. I don't want to think past September, imagining the future is a kind of nostalgia, well, I think it is, I know some people who have their whole lives planned out, just waiting to happen.

I don't care if things don't go the way I plan, because I have no plans that could go wrong, I have no plans at all. The farthest that I can see into the future is when my shorts arrive in the mail on either Friday or Monday and I wear them for four days straight because I love them so much.

What I do know, is that in about twenty minutes I am going to go and brush my teeth and go to bed. I am sorry, not because this might be intensely boring to you, but because I had nothing better to do that come and write it down for you to read, directly saying that I need some sort of hobby to keep my occupied on Wednesday nights at 10:30, other than Solitaire.

Love Laura